A Bee With No Honey

 Linda Blair blew me away in several films. And she's a humanitarian, so..
And I don't want to see Britney Spears or Paris Hilton ever again!

I'm Bee (no, that's not my real name).
I'm from Israel, and yesterday I turned nineteen. This is my final year as a teenager, although my mom says I never quite was a teenager. If by that she means that I never smoked, drank alcohol and then puked, and yelled at her that I hate her, then yeah- I never was a teenager. To me, you don't necesseraly have to to these things to be a teen. I rebelled in different ways, still do. But I haven't rebelled against my family. I rebel against my social surroundings, who've in the past made it so hard for me, and pushed me away, because I'm "different".
Now it's hard for me to get close with the people I really like. My past blocks me from doing it, and I'm trying to fight it.
Stuff I do?
I love music. Almost any kind. I also do music, sing, compose and arrange a little. Both my parents are musicians, I want to be one too, it's in my blood(: 
I also read a lot,all kinds of books. I write- stories, songs, poems..
I'm a pantheist, and a spritual person. I belive in fairies, seriously. Not because I'm all cute, childish and innocent, but because I believe them to be a part of nature. 
I only have two close friends, which is fine. The thing is, there're great deal more people whom I'd like to be my close friends, but as I said, this is a problematic issue. Don't even get me started on the romantic issues.
What else? I like TV, movies, chocolate, Germany, Seeed, The Exorcist, Johnny Depp, Linda Blair, Evan Rachel Wood, Misha Barton..
Umm, what more can I tell about myself? I've been in the army for the past 8 months, and have a lot more to go. Can't say that I absolutely love it. It's ok, has its own pluses and disadvantages. I have an older brother, he's 22 and has a girlfriend.
Well, that's it.

Later(:
Bee